If we haven’t met already, my preferred name is Indigo. I am here to combine somatic body work & energy healing through impact play, to work with & reintroduce ones energy after experiencing sexual trauma, & through reclaiming power over the body after experiencing abuse or major transformations such as childbirth, loss, heartbreak, separation, death, injury, surgery, etc. This is a path that is transforming me intensely, powerfully and relentlessly. May my guides continue to keep me authentic & true to my heart.
I’ve connected and exchanged wisdom with tantrikas, yogis, birthkeepers, midwives, sex workers, dominatrixes, masseuses, etc. to recultivate this medicine & it has been such a beautiful and sacred experience. I am continuously manifesting beautiful mentors, connections, opportunities, relationships, community, ideas and experiences as I deepen my self acceptance internally because I realized the only thing that really needed to change about me has been my perspective.
I was resisting this path for a very long time bc I was holding onto shame. Truthfully, from another lifetime… I didn’t feel worthy of being powerful and living a pleasurable life without a reason, unconsciously. The sacral chakra is the reason why I came into this realm specifically. There’s so much to explore w/ this body. The past 5 years have been an initiation into the realms of womb healing, birth work, sacred sexuality, addressing emotional wounds, addressing sexual trauma/abuse, life purpose, grounding spiritual experiences into physical reality, balancing with the ebbs & flows, trusting the unseen and so much more.
I am unlocking more gifts. I am accepting that I have the gift of depth. My power is abundant and grows vaster than the universe itself. I’ve also readdressed previous claims of what I thought all of these are due to programming, blanketed teachings and practices which do not represent cosmic laws and principle. Calling back fragments of my soul to be present now to show up fully as myself. I am the embodiment of unlocked potential realizing its blueprint. I trust that you will receive this with as much love and reverence as I have for myself.
Here is a download/poem dedicated to myself. It is a way to reconnect w/ this new version of my postpartum body, which I know is different for each person that has given birth. I emanate the beauty & wisdom I am from within — witnessing my divine essence into form.
I am not the same.
I am real…
More than this beautiful flesh, transcribed with memories of a shared calling.
Imagining ways to make this all more poetic but I’m already more than good enough…
there’s no need to be humble about it because it is by design.
Baring myself for world to see,
Longing internally only to be seen and accepted by myself —
Openly, gasping
I am free.
Holding up a mirror as my shield and my savior.
A face that is familiar,
The one I am knowing again.
A mindset filled with dreamlike feeling —
I rise up higher than I fell.
I wish myself well
In all my hidden spaces.
Totally embracive.
I am full,
Forgiven.
Goodbye shame
And good riddances.
Riddled with the marks left from my skin stretching out to make room
for more love…
I am sagging,
saturated with magic
oozing deeply from within.
Proof that miracles can happen
and that sometimes
holding on is a wonderful thing.
I am knowing patience
becoming the ultimate lover to a new woman, a new being — myself.
I am destined greatness.
I am greatness destined.
Comment below your thoughts, feelings, idea, sentiments, etc. I am here to connect with you all just as deeply. This is a safe space to explore not only what is taboo but to also invite what is actually possible to reach us. Happy healing and thank you for witnessing my rebirth! I love you. ❤